I'm ready to do some reading for class tomorrow and get to bed early.
Posing with a Jack Daniels' fan at Big Daddy's OT.
Karlin and all her hotness, posing with a Jack Daniels' fan.
Those crazy Steelers' fans at Charlie's!!
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Super Bowl XLV
Whew, am I glad this weekend is over!! I worked so much! I finished a Jack Daniels promotion at two bars in Vancouver, WA. Big Daddy's OT and Charlie's Bar & Grill.
I'm ready to do some reading for class tomorrow and get to bed early.
Posing with a Jack Daniels' fan at Big Daddy's OT.
Karlin and all her hotness, posing with a Jack Daniels' fan.
Those crazy Steelers' fans at Charlie's!!
I'm ready to do some reading for class tomorrow and get to bed early.
Posing with a Jack Daniels' fan at Big Daddy's OT. Karlin and all her hotness, posing with a Jack Daniels' fan. Those crazy Steelers' fans at Charlie's!!
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Portland Seafood & Wine Festival
It's that time of year AGAIN!! Wow, can't believe it, but it's my 3rd year bartending at this fun-tastic event.
Didn't take as many pictures as I would like but enjoyed myself thoroughly - caught up with old friends, made new friends and some cash. It was a good festival this year and can't wait till the next one.
Killer, prepping.
Me, goofing around.
Killer, goofing around.
Tag Team, back again.
Didn't take as many pictures as I would like but enjoyed myself thoroughly - caught up with old friends, made new friends and some cash. It was a good festival this year and can't wait till the next one.
Killer, prepping.
Me, goofing around.
Killer, goofing around.
Tag Team, back again.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Disillusions
Hmmm, well... yes, going to blog about DATING!!!
I feel that I have been lucky to find attractive, funny men to spend an evening with as often as I want. The negative side; no one sticks. Nothing is clicking. A little before Thanksgiving, I thought I had met a man that was charming, smart and grounded enough to focus in on but he turned out to be somewhat of a liar. I got over that quickly, disappointed in myself that I wasn't able to identify his fraudulent tactics right away; none the less, I pressed on.
Lately, I've been agreeing to allow my girlfriends to introduce me to their single male friends. I am hesitant with this because if something goes sour or if I discover the guy's actually a creep, it can cause friction within the friendship. This latest guy is witty, sexy, quirky and appears to be available... but after two good dates and one smokin' hot make-out in his car, I'm having that suspicious feeling that he is a hit'em and quit'em type of fella. Granted he hasn't "hit'em" (er, me) but he has lost interest all ready. (Because when he asked if I wanted company at home, I told him it was too soon). It's been three days and not even so much a text message from him.
It's more frustrating then heart breaking!! It's this trend - presenting a false-self, that is making me seriously annoyed with dating. Almost as if I need a break from it. I really enjoy spending time with my friends but for the past year, it's been really sucky that I'm always the third or fifth wheel when going out.
I tell myself to keep an open mind (and heart) - that someone who's looking for someone like me is out there. It's all about timing or who you know or (fill in the blank). I'm in absolutely no rush to find myself a boyfriend. I've learned a lot about myself this past year. I've grown a lot and feel like I know what I want and won't settle for anyone less. This has also helped me present the best of myself to people. No more bending my rules to fit around someone elses' - lets just connect on common ground and discover how amazing similarities can be.
I guess I'm blogging because I'm feeling a little frustrated. I've had two midterms this week (and yes, it's only Tuesday), I'm sick and have a very busy weekend; working two big gigs (Portland Seafood and Wine Festival and Jack Daniels promotion for Super Bowl Sunday).
I have these moments sneak up on me - when I'm having things go really well or not so well and that's when I wish I had someone to lean on. Those are the times I wish I had a steady man in my life. Otherwise I'm quite content being single.
Yes, I have really wonderful and supportive girlfriends that hear my doubts and celebrate my victories... but there's just some things only a boyfriend can make better.
To have the sweet consistency of a great guy would be, well, great. I'm learning to trust again and I tell myself with these feelings of frustration do not let that turn into bitterness. I cannot allow what one man did to me ruin the potential for all men.
To sum up, I'm doing well, just maybe with the midterms and sickness I'm feeling lonely and wish I had some amazing guy to hang out with tonight, that would be there for me. But my dog Sophie, a pizza and Netflix will suffice.
I feel that I have been lucky to find attractive, funny men to spend an evening with as often as I want. The negative side; no one sticks. Nothing is clicking. A little before Thanksgiving, I thought I had met a man that was charming, smart and grounded enough to focus in on but he turned out to be somewhat of a liar. I got over that quickly, disappointed in myself that I wasn't able to identify his fraudulent tactics right away; none the less, I pressed on.
Lately, I've been agreeing to allow my girlfriends to introduce me to their single male friends. I am hesitant with this because if something goes sour or if I discover the guy's actually a creep, it can cause friction within the friendship. This latest guy is witty, sexy, quirky and appears to be available... but after two good dates and one smokin' hot make-out in his car, I'm having that suspicious feeling that he is a hit'em and quit'em type of fella. Granted he hasn't "hit'em" (er, me) but he has lost interest all ready. (Because when he asked if I wanted company at home, I told him it was too soon). It's been three days and not even so much a text message from him.
It's more frustrating then heart breaking!! It's this trend - presenting a false-self, that is making me seriously annoyed with dating. Almost as if I need a break from it. I really enjoy spending time with my friends but for the past year, it's been really sucky that I'm always the third or fifth wheel when going out.
I tell myself to keep an open mind (and heart) - that someone who's looking for someone like me is out there. It's all about timing or who you know or (fill in the blank). I'm in absolutely no rush to find myself a boyfriend. I've learned a lot about myself this past year. I've grown a lot and feel like I know what I want and won't settle for anyone less. This has also helped me present the best of myself to people. No more bending my rules to fit around someone elses' - lets just connect on common ground and discover how amazing similarities can be.
I guess I'm blogging because I'm feeling a little frustrated. I've had two midterms this week (and yes, it's only Tuesday), I'm sick and have a very busy weekend; working two big gigs (Portland Seafood and Wine Festival and Jack Daniels promotion for Super Bowl Sunday).
I have these moments sneak up on me - when I'm having things go really well or not so well and that's when I wish I had someone to lean on. Those are the times I wish I had a steady man in my life. Otherwise I'm quite content being single.
Yes, I have really wonderful and supportive girlfriends that hear my doubts and celebrate my victories... but there's just some things only a boyfriend can make better.
To have the sweet consistency of a great guy would be, well, great. I'm learning to trust again and I tell myself with these feelings of frustration do not let that turn into bitterness. I cannot allow what one man did to me ruin the potential for all men.
To sum up, I'm doing well, just maybe with the midterms and sickness I'm feeling lonely and wish I had some amazing guy to hang out with tonight, that would be there for me. But my dog Sophie, a pizza and Netflix will suffice.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Rumble at the Roseland 54
Front row floor seats!! Need I say more?
Rumble at the Roseland 54.
Raul Bello vs. Alex Jordan (Round 1, Weight Div: 165)
Raul Bello vs. Alex Jordan (Round 2, Weigh Div: 165)
Andy Gilles vs. Ryan Harrington (Round 1, Weight Div: SHWT)
Jeremy Jones vs. Pat Ryan (Round 1, Weight Div: 175)
Emily Whitmire vs. Robin Woods (Round 1, Weight Div: 125)
Emily Whitmire vs. Robin Woods (Round 2, Weight Div: 125)
Emily Whitmire vs. Robin Woods (Round 3, Weight Div: 125)
Rumble at the Roseland 54.
Raul Bello vs. Alex Jordan (Round 1, Weight Div: 165)
Raul Bello vs. Alex Jordan (Round 2, Weigh Div: 165)
Andy Gilles vs. Ryan Harrington (Round 1, Weight Div: SHWT)
Jeremy Jones vs. Pat Ryan (Round 1, Weight Div: 175)
Emily Whitmire vs. Robin Woods (Round 1, Weight Div: 125)
Emily Whitmire vs. Robin Woods (Round 2, Weight Div: 125)
Emily Whitmire vs. Robin Woods (Round 3, Weight Div: 125)
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Karaoke From Hell
Tiger Bar has "Karaoke From Hell" - you get to sing with a live band and anything can happen!!
Here's John-Boy doing his version of Chris Isaak's Wicked Game. Kudos, John-Boy. Your voice is like butta.
Here's John-Boy doing his version of Chris Isaak's Wicked Game. Kudos, John-Boy. Your voice is like butta.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Q & A
1. If you have pets, do you see them as merely animals or are they members of your family?
This is sad... I am down to one pet, the sweetest pup in the world, Sophie. Is she a part of the family? Without question.
2. If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?
For humanity, sanity, and peace to be the #1 priority to all people of this world.
3. What is one thing most hated by you?
Hate is such a strong word, but child abuse. In all forms, physical, sexual, emotional - it's just senseless to harm a child
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Payoff my car, buy a place, quit my job and just go to school and travel. I'd take care of those who (by MY standards) deserve it; certain family and friends will be taken care of. Donate a lot of cash to charity.
5. What helps pull you out of a bad mood?
Journaling, meditation/yoga, getting outside or walking Sophie.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Ick question... but depends. If you love someone who's an asshole, it sucks. If you're loved by an asshole, it sucks.
7. What is your bedtime routine?
Brush teeth, turn on The Daily Show, set timer on tv and fall asleep.
8. If you are currently in a relationship, how did you meet your partner?
I am a single lady.
9. If you could watch a creative person in the act of the creative process, who would it be?
I consider myself relatively creative but seamstresses!!!! I'm so jealous! I wish I could create clothes.
10. What kind of books do you read?
Besides school text books - I read Grisham, Scottoline and Kyle.
11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Ten years older. I have learned that you can never predict the future, no matter how carefully you plan.
12. What's your fear?
Being in large bodies of water, never finding love and never learning to forgive.
13. Would you give up all junk food for the rest of your life for the opportunity to visit outer space?
Screw space, I want a Hershey's bar.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
If the relationship was great, the latter.
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Say good morning to Sophie.
16. If you could change one thing about your spouse/partner, what would it be?
N/A
17. If you could pick a new name for yourself, what would it be?
I wouldn't.
18. Have you ever been betrayed by a family member to the point it broke your heart? Did you get through it?
Betrayal? Yes. Heart broken? Yes. But therapy and wanting to truly stop the cycle of abuse in my family has made me pick up majority of the pieces and move on.
19. If you could only eat one thing for the next six months, what would it be?
Nachos.
This is sad... I am down to one pet, the sweetest pup in the world, Sophie. Is she a part of the family? Without question.
2. If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?
For humanity, sanity, and peace to be the #1 priority to all people of this world.
3. What is one thing most hated by you?
Hate is such a strong word, but child abuse. In all forms, physical, sexual, emotional - it's just senseless to harm a child
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Payoff my car, buy a place, quit my job and just go to school and travel. I'd take care of those who (by MY standards) deserve it; certain family and friends will be taken care of. Donate a lot of cash to charity.
5. What helps pull you out of a bad mood?
Journaling, meditation/yoga, getting outside or walking Sophie.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Ick question... but depends. If you love someone who's an asshole, it sucks. If you're loved by an asshole, it sucks.
7. What is your bedtime routine?
Brush teeth, turn on The Daily Show, set timer on tv and fall asleep.
8. If you are currently in a relationship, how did you meet your partner?
I am a single lady.
9. If you could watch a creative person in the act of the creative process, who would it be?
I consider myself relatively creative but seamstresses!!!! I'm so jealous! I wish I could create clothes.
10. What kind of books do you read?
Besides school text books - I read Grisham, Scottoline and Kyle.
11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Ten years older. I have learned that you can never predict the future, no matter how carefully you plan.
12. What's your fear?
Being in large bodies of water, never finding love and never learning to forgive.
13. Would you give up all junk food for the rest of your life for the opportunity to visit outer space?
Screw space, I want a Hershey's bar.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
If the relationship was great, the latter.
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Say good morning to Sophie.
16. If you could change one thing about your spouse/partner, what would it be?
N/A
17. If you could pick a new name for yourself, what would it be?
I wouldn't.
18. Have you ever been betrayed by a family member to the point it broke your heart? Did you get through it?
Betrayal? Yes. Heart broken? Yes. But therapy and wanting to truly stop the cycle of abuse in my family has made me pick up majority of the pieces and move on.
19. If you could only eat one thing for the next six months, what would it be?
Nachos.
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