I had dinner with Audrey... was bold enough to ask her if he asks about me.
"Not directly." She says.
"But you know he thinks about you, misses you, shit - probably looks at your Facebook page!"
I make no assumptions. I examine what is put before me - I examine the situation and consider the limited information I am given.
How do I express... this?
I tell myself he does not think about me, so I should not get wrapped up in thinking about him... or Serena. Even if she turns two this Friday and I will miss her birthday.
She isn't mine anymore. No matter how much I love her.
I'm looking forward to connecting with an honest man. Someone who isn't afraid to face life head on. No one is perfect - just accept your imperfections and recognize the ones that are worth tweaking with in order to mature into a more peaceful, fulfilled being.
My focus is to live consciously. I can only give out what I expect in return - doesn't mean it will happen (ha ha ha)... but I'd rather hope for the best then expect the worst.